Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Yes. I know. I finally changed my blogskin. I was getting sick of the previous blogskin. Lol. So, tada. I finished with my prelims today. Dnt paper was not difficult. I even think this paper is easier than my N level dnt paper. Serious. Ask my friends. The dnt paper last year was so difficult. Still, I can't say much for the O level dnt paper this year. The thing is, I didn't concentrate on doing my paper earlier on. I was thinking about a lot of other stuffs. Sigh. I need my folio to save me. The next hurdle will be O level examinations. I know I'll do badly for prelims. I got to work much harder. I was feeling rather uplifted just now cos' I bought butterfly stickers. Haha. I'm not sick. I love it so much.
Hmm..I read apple's blog. She says that I have some stuffs hidden in my heart. I do not deny this. In fact, I'm a rather secretive person. I hope I don't give the impression that I'm a crafty one. Well, in my opinion, the weird thing is that everyone in 5A1 is getting 'quiet'. What do I mean by 'quiet'? It simply means that everyone is keeping to themselves. As the major exam approaches, people get more and more secretive. When I asked whether they studied, they told me they did not. Whenever I asked about something, they say they had no idea. Whenever they know little information about certain things, they never want to share. I can see through the deception. Nothing can escape from my eyes. I know everything people are doing. I really do. I know them too well. I'm starting to think that I was such a fool in the past. Why hadn't I noticed that there were such unkind people in my class? There are people who lie, there are people who backstab, there are people who are stingy, there are people who care only about grades. Why is the world changing so much? Just today, there was this sec 1 girl who asked me whether there's band practice today. C'mon, how would I know? I'm no longer in the band and how on earth would I know if Mr Ong cancelled it or whatsoever. She shot me an irritated look as if I didn't want to tell her whether there was band practice or not. She is the band member and shouldn't she know better than me? I just had an awful paper and she was there irritating me as if I hadn't had enough. Didn't her parents teach her any damn moral values. Dang. Just talking about her heats me up. Anyway, I thought she was on leave. When the band had practices did she appear? If she had thoughts on not going for band, then why did she join the band in the first place. The band doesn't need people like her. She would only disgrace the band's name. So yea, I don't think its funny that apple thinks everyone is getting weird. I certainly do agree. Perhaps, people will return to their normal selfs after the Os. I really hope they do.

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